bare claws

sometimes I wonder if I should take a semester off of school to reflect on my future and to pursue internships and what not. Everyone else I know has internships or something like it and I’m just here derping around not really doing anything useful with my life.

I’m building my portfolio, but what will that do?

I need to create contacts and do stuff.

I’m not sure if continuing school would do anything for me until I really know what I want to do.

A part of me wants to take a few community college classes to test out what I want out of my life, rather than finishing school with a major that I feel half-ass about. But at the same time I’m not looking for getting my GE’s out of the way, it’s rather, the necessity of what I want to do with the rest of my life.

Two paths tug at my heart- illustration & photography. or maybe even theatrical design idk.

I’m really conflicted right now.

Notes

  1. eunhye88 said: carol~ ur still young ~ and i know u might feel like u might need to go cc for a bit or what not BUT just wanted to say do what you think is best for u~~ =)
  2. handsomesharks said: is there anything keeping you from taking a semester to try out other things?
  3. estherchoiii said: ): ill pray for you! I’m sure things will turn out well in the end though.
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